Can I rock in the corner for a while?

HAHA! That is a joke my sister and I have all the time, but truth be told, I do want to sometimes! Sometimes I want to stay in bed as long as I can, don't do anything all day. No school, no work, not even deal with life's ongoing issues.  I want to whisk away my family and hide out from the world.  I want to live somewhere quiet, never have to worry about what everyone else is doing, and live a simple life.  Homeschool my children, and basically create my own world.  I do not want to be involved anymore.  I am so tired of the issues surrounding school, politics, church, and so on.  I want to CREATE my own world. I want CONTROL! I don't want my babies to grow up, I don't want to punish them. I want them to be happy in all that they do. I want them to get along and play endlessly without bickering.  I don't want to deal with peer pressure from school and all the stupid closures the school board thinks they need.  I do not want to transfer my children to ANOTHER school.  I DON'T LIKE CHANGE!  I do not want to try so hard to "fit in". I want people to be genuinely nice and not judgemental.  I want people to know that I am a person too and enjoy friendship and socialization.  I wish people would WAKE UP.  I wish I could control everything around me.  I wish there were no bad influences. I wish I could do it all.  I wish I could function without the help of medication. I wish to be rid of all that is bad around me.  I wish I wasn't so whiny!  Such a depressing post eh?